QotD: My First Kiss

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Tell us about your first kiss. Who was it with? How old were you?

This is so hard. I cannot just "spill" things here. hahah.

But I like to share it, I just hope my secrets are well kept.. I've wanted to tell someone this but there are just people who shouldn't know about it.

One thing, I never had an intimate kiss with a girl. Never.. and I mean not with tongue-overlapping.. or anything that resembles it. *lols.

Anyway, I was 11, he was 10.. He went to the same school where I did when we were in Grade School. He's the first guy I've kissed, I was his.

So here it goes. :gulps hard:

This guy and I are friends, we've been goin' to each other's houses.. we hang-out, kids' stuff, and simply having fun, one day, we decided to study at their house for the finals so I brought my school things over and just when we are about to end the day, his hand went to my waist.

I didn't know what it meant.. I did not refuse but I know it's not "friendly".

I replied back.

So I had my hand around his waist, and we were tickling each other but we were smiling at each other. weird!

Anyway, the instincts were telling me to leave, but when I was to stand up, he pulled me to the bed, and the next thing I knew, we were kissing.

Guess what, I stayed another hour. *lols.

We did not have sex. Hello! a couple of 10 year olds knew nothing about it!

The kissing lasted for a couple of years. We went to each other's houses and we kiss intimately everywhere and whenever each wants to do it.

It was a secret nobody knew..

That time, I have acknowledged that I am queer, but nobody would ever thought that he was gay. In fact, I'm clueless what he really is, queer or straight? We've parted ways, I guess in time I'll know when we meet again.

We did not have any relationship. We just had an informal and un-discussed secret understanding.. I think that's how I learned how "mutual understanding" works. You do not speak of anything or discuss anything about a certain topic but you do a common thing which the only two of you can understand why you do it yet can be really vague, not to mention shocking to everyone else..

His family left the country after a few years, I wonder who he kisses now.. guys or girls..? I might not know yet.. but I will soon.